This is not my life ..
More tears ..
More pains ..
And,
more responsibilities ..
that I cannot do it ..
Oh !!
Common
No more jokes ..
Where is my life ?
Where is my past ?
And,
Where is my smile .. !!
Every thing leave me alone ..
I feel that I am in the deferent world ..
And all of the previous things ..
Is just dreams ..
I see it only when I was sleep ..
Oh god!!
I am the small baby ..
Which If she need any thing ..
Can get it !!!!!
Just I need some one ..
told me that this is imagination ..
I don’t want some one kiss me ..
And not some one huge me ..
I want some one feel with me ..
Some one can read what is in my heart ..
Before I said it ..
Some one wonderful in reading my eyes ..
Some one participate with me
In all my feeling ..
I want to go back only one years ago ..
Every thing change ..
While one year ..
This is impossible ..
No one can belief it..
Why should I belief in it .. ?
What I do in myself .. ?
I am the cause...
I should not agree about that ..
But the time is later than this talking ..
So,
I will let my heart burn ..
Nooooo solution ..
The way is very long ..
I should continuous what I choose ..
Even If this is bigger than I can...
Maybe the live can help me ..

Writing by me ..
Thank you ..